I won’t be posting for a few days. I hope to be somewhat settled by Wednesday for Anna Wed. However, I will miss Money Monday. That is the day I leave. As I stated in My Side Of The Story, I will be moving back home. As I am a 39 year old moving back in with my mother, maybe you don’t need my advice for Money Monday anyway.
I am uncertain how I feel about being “single” now. Ron told me he hopes I find someone to make me happy. However, that is the furthest thing from my mind at this time. I will concentrate on the things that make me happy (family, school, my blog) and finding a way to support myself that allows me time for those things.
I have not talked about my mother much in here. We have not always seen eye to eye. We rarely understand one another. However, I have come to realize how much I want to have a good relationship with her and to be a part of her life in a regular way. When I moved here to NC, I did not realize how much I would miss my mom, how much I need my mom.
I am excited and scared about this move. I can’t wait to see the rest of my family, meet my great nephews, and continue in my journey of self discovery. However, change of any kind scares me. I have not slept well since Brittany and I made this decision and things were put into place on Thursday. I am nauseous and have a constant headache. Add in being tired from the move, I am a bit wore out. It will be worth it though.